alright, my wife has even posted in this thing after almost a year of absence...
i have a lot on my mind, but i need to get my ass in gear and complete the following tasks: draw a planar analysis of 3 different views of a shoe, finish the math pre-test for chapter 6 and work more in my color theory journal.
but here's a shorthand version of the goings-on in my brain:
- school, while good, takes a lot out of me... and i'm not even sure i'm giving it everything i've got yet. my color theory class troubles me like no other class has.
- i'm struggling with being a good friend and speaking my mind or just letting things roll off my back, which in turn possibly makes thing worse.
- my little boy got his claws removed. which was necessary... but
this reduces me to putty. still, hopefully, this will help some of the behavior issues we've been having with the little brat.
- i'm beginning to lose my faith in people in general. seriously, seems most people only care about themselves these days. been wanting to journal about this for some time now. perhaps later when i can best collect my thoughts. and yes... we should know that people will fail us and our faith should not be put in flesh... but honestly! people used to have more common courtesy, more common sense, more goodwill, more...
- still adjusting to atlanta, i recognize there are things here that already make this a better place than nashville. but in some ways, i miss nashville and i feel something beyond my geographical locations is... off?
- which leads to me feeling a little lost in general right now. yes, i'm in school and studying something that i think i was meant to study... yes, i have a wonderful wife who is pretty much fucking awesome. but i feel like i have no place and i feel like there are things in my life that i miss and i'm not sure they will ever return.
shit! it's past time that i said i would get started on things... so, gotta run.
i'm going to see adam franklin (ex-swervedriver frontman) at the earl tonight. however, at present, i am going alone. the wife is out of town, other friends doing other things, and i'm pretty sure that the majority of my classmates that i am possibly forming friendships with are most likely under 21 and i do not want to be the weird old guy sending out a mass email asking who wants to go out to a bar with the married guy. and... and... and...
the end.